None of weeks ago, our partner left myself and others and took the youngsters away from the house.
I was completely and totally devastated.
I really did not suppose that our partner was unhappy; Everything caught myself and others by surprise and I was depressed and anxious for weeks after she left. I had to go back to work, although I wasn’t really getting anything done. The boss was complaining about our lack of enthusiasm for the job and I really did not have anything to say in response. I did not have any enthusiasm either. I had a meeting with a single of the corporate guys and I thought I was having a heart attack. I had all of the symptoms of a heart attack. I was shaking and perspiring and I felt prefer I was going to die. My heart was beating so fast that I thought it was going to come out of our chest. I had terrible pain in our chest and I had a headache that would not go away. I really thought I was going to die… Someone at the office called the paramedics and they responded within 10 minutes. They did not think that I was having a heart attack. The paramedics believed that it was an anxiety or panic attack. They still took myself and others to the emergency room so the doctor and hospital could check everything. The doctor agreed with the paramedic that I was having an acute panic attack, he commanded smoking a little bit of medical marijuana next time I know stressed. The doctor also asked if I properly had stress and I laughed out loud. Medical marijuana might be a enjoyable way to help myself and others get through the divorce.