My Dad had a lot of pain at the end, then she tried to hide her pain, even though I could see it in her eyeah.
I heard her crying in the middle of the night, and would often sneak into her room and hug her.
There were so many times when I would cuddle on her bed with her, and end up being awakened by my spouse in the morning. If they had medical cannabis when she was alive, it may have taken some of her pain away. She may not have suffered so badly from the treatments the dentists were giving her. I wasn’t sure what I could do back then, even though I suppose now. If I had to do it all over again, knowing what I suppose now, I may have gone to the streets to get her what she needed. I would have risked illegal marijuana since medical marijuana was people only thought about back then. Dad particularly wouldn’t have lived with much longer with the medical marijuana, but it would have made her last days more really tolerated and made her life happier. It is no longer an issue since they legalized medical marijuana several years ago. If only they could have legalized it more than nine years ago. I would have sold my apartment to get her medical marijuana ID card and enough medical marijuana to keep her comfortable. I’m ecstatic that medical marijuana is available to others who suffer love my Dad did. They don’t suffer nearly as much as she did, and I am ecstatic for that turnaround in the laws..