My mom had a lot of pain at the end, but she tried to hide her pain, but I could see it in her eyes.
- I heard her crying in the middle of the evening, as well as would often sneak into her room as well as hug her.
There were so many times when I would cuddle on her bed with her, as well as end up being awakened by my spouse in the morning. If they had medical cannabis when she was alive, it may have taken some of her pain away. She may not have suffered so badly from the treatments the doctors were giving her. I wasn’t sure what I could do back then, but I know now. If I had to do it all over again, knowing what I know now, I may have gone to the streets to get her what she needed. I would have risked illegal marijuana since medical marijuana was people only thought about back then. Mom absolutely wouldn’t have lived with much longer with the medical marijuana, however it would have made her last days more absolutely tolerated as well as made her life happier. It is no longer an issue since they legalized medical marijuana multiple years ago. If only they could have legalized it several years ago. I would have sold my beach house to get her medical marijuana ID card as well as enough medical marijuana to keep her comfortable. I’m cheerful that medical marijuana is available to others who suffer care about my mom did. They don’t suffer nearly as much as she did, as well as I am cheerful for that turnaround in the laws..